Don't Ever Think That I Gave Up On You, I Just Gave Up On Myself​(​Rough Demo)

by Ashley Nicole

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Very rough demo. Done in one take and made to sound like an old cassette recording.


some lyrics may vary

I feel like I'm stuck on repeat/I want to soak myself in gasoline/get close to you, go up in flames/burn my flesh, end your games/

cause you can't fuck with me if I'm dead/I'm dead inside except for my head/these thoughts of you I want them to run away/these thoughts of you I want them to stay

don't think don't think don't ever think I gave up on you. I just gave up on myself/you'll never see never see me never have to worry about anything else

this conversation is over/I'm done I'm fucking done/I'm still blocking out the nightmare you left here my dear

you're golden/my sporadic thoughts quiver/you're darkness/together we kill my liver


released June 18, 2014



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Ashley Nicole is a bunch of sad songs that are recorded and performed poorly in a bedroom somewhere. The songs should sound like they were recorded on a payphone in the desert into a tape recorder.
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